Friday, November 27, 2009

trust the perfect time


are you already losing hope ? if that is the case, you can never get what you really want. perfect things were hard to get .. it will took a long time before you can get it completely....just as the same in waiting for MR.RIGHT ..

"Learn to TRUST the PERFECT TIME so you may discover that all the PAIN found in WAITING has a MAGNIFICIENT and AWESOME PURPOSE". This was send to me by a friend. After reading it I realized that what was going to happen will be done through God's will .. and I'm learning to trust the perfect time.. if ever the person i love will not leave me until it reach the perfect time... then one thing is for sure that i finally meet the RIGHTMAN... somebody who can be with me forever..

waiting maybe a long time, you'll get hurt, you'll probably asked so many WHY? but in the end, when you see the outcome, you will realized that all the pain, hardship and sacrifices has its own purpose. time has its own wings... she knew when to fly ... and it remainds us the chances has come .. so if time comes don't hesitate to grab the chances... cause time will fly again if you ignore it.. to avoid regrets.. once the chance comes to you must not think twice to grab it , cause you can never tell when it will fades..

I will keep YOU in my HEART... this maybe the WRONG time for US, but let's trust the PERFECT TIME .. cause I know that it will not be a long time... if we deeply love each other.



Tuesday, April 28, 2009

when will i see your face again?



have you miss someone that is so important to you? and you can't wait to see him/her again as soon as possible?

i was the one who first left him without his knowing, because i just want to stop myself from being stupid. he accidentally knew my feelings for him, unfortunately i wasn't the one he was waiting for. so i decided to stop waiting the day he will tell me that i was the one he have waited all his life. and from then on i gave up my love for him.

but then i can't stop on loving this person, there's something unique in his personality that made me fall in love and admired him so much to consider him as my dream man... i can still remember our childhood years that he always make a way to make me smile... and before i never recognized him as a man cause he was too childish until he left but when he returned i was surprised about how he had change.. he looked too gentle and had increased his height much taller than before.. as everyday goes by i continue on secretly observed his move and this made me admired most, he wasn't the childish little boy before but grown up and matured gentleman.

this make me stupid because i still can't stop loving and dreaming of him, i still want to see his lovely face and hear his lullaby voice... i still can't face the reality that he can't love as i do... but still i want to see his face again.. i just wished i have a guts to do it.