when will i see your face again?

have you miss someone that is so important to you? and you can't wait to see him/her again as soon as possible?

i was the one who first left him without his knowing, because i just want to stop myself from being stupid. he accidentally knew my feelings for him, unfortunately i wasn't the one he was waiting for. so i decided to stop waiting the day he will tell me that i was the one he have waited all his life. and from then on i gave up my love for him.

but then i can't stop on loving this person, there's something unique in his personality that made me fall in love and admired him so much to consider him as my dream man... i can still remember our childhood years that he always make a way to make me smile... and before i never recognized him as a man cause he was too childish until he left but when he returned i was surprised about how he had change.. he looked too gentle and had increased his height much taller than before.. as everyday goes by i continue on secretly observed his move and this made me admired most, he wasn't the childish little boy before but grown up and matured gentleman.

this make me stupid because i still can't stop loving and dreaming of him, i still want to see his lovely face and hear his lullaby voice... i still can't face the reality that he can't love as i do... but still i want to see his face again.. i just wished i have a guts to do it.